Happy 38th, Brian...but where are you?

My cousin Brian turns 38 today. Too bad no one knows where he is. I think the Dakotas. But really, who the fuck knows. I haven't seen him in 4 years...and THAT was the first time in years. I often think of him...only sometimes ask his sisters if they've heard from him...usually not. Family parties occur and no one even mentions him. Like he doesn't exist. It's all very sad. All growing up, i'd go to his house on his birthday, sit outside on the patio, laughing, eating, drinking. Great memories. Now...God knows who he's spending his birthday with. Certainly not any family, certainly not any lifelong friends. Hopefully, he had a good day.