Life is GOOD!

Just wanted to note my current frame of mind. I often get the (heavy sigh) impression that many think i'm angry, angry, ANGRY! Just FULL of rage! GRRRRRRRRRR!! Now I stand by every single thing i've ever bitched about. People are stupid. Often. Daily. And they infuriate me. And just as often, people are SLOW. And THAT infuriates me maybe even MORE. The day I stop being angry about stupidity and slowness...well, it'll probably be the day I die, because I cannot fathom accepting either. Just yesterday, I openly cursed countless times on the streets of Manhattan as people moved UNSPEAKABLY slowly through Midtown at midday. I might as well have been in Butte, MT. It was perhaps the most obvious i've ever been with my profanity-laden eyerolling over slow-moving dolts. And it was NOT just the tourists. A one-limbed toddler could've crawled faster than three businessmen fucks shuffling down 7th Avenue, naturally all lined up in a row, so there was NO way I could get past them. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!

But THIS posting is about how i'm NOT that way all the time. Not remotely. And, lol, it INFURIATES me that so many are so stupid in realizing that. I mean, again, note the title of my blog, please. It STARTS with the word ZEN. I actually -- are you ready? ARE you?? -- think i'm one of the most optimistic, life-affirming people I know. Oh, well. One of the things I've definitely learned is that you can't fight EVERYthing in this life. So if you're reading this, know i'm not ALWAYS angry...though I think that comes across if you know me well. People DO enjoy being with me...and who wants to be around an Angry Person? But as I was saying, it's been a wonderful spring of 2007! I pray the pattern continues.