I keep blinking & losing days

Ugh. Wake up, continuous productivity that doesn't seem SO much so by the time my head hits the pillow at day's end, sleep. Repeat. Day in, day out. It's never enough for me. Forever feel i've got a full agenda. But I AM doin a lot of shit lately, so perhaps it's just an increasingly ambitious, occasionally anxiety-ridden cycle. Or maybe I just need to win the lotto and end the excruciating monotony that I do EVERYthing to alleviate. August 6th, 2009...file it away.