Just back from Freehold...

A lovely time. Too short, but pretty sweet. Now the big question is the usual...CAN I maintain my sanity at my parents' while I OH, SO PATIENTLY wait for my laundry to finish? WILL my entire day be ruined by the MADNESS that is, as always, ensuing around me as I write this? It's not humor, exaggeration, blowing things out of proportion, me being an asshole. ANYone would wanna scream profanities and smash things if they had to endure what I do all too regularly. If people think I'm high strung and impatient, they really have NO fucking idea how often I go into PSUEDO-ZEN mode and keep things from exploding. Because I have EVERY right to just scream SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!! right now and break things into pieces. Really, honest, any reasonable person would be justified. But I need to get my laundry done. And I need to maintain pleasant parental relations. I WANT to maintain pleasant parental relations. I hold the key to things spiraling out of control into absolute bedlam. Not just tonight, but in general. It is MY patience that holds the key here. I'm teetering on the edge, but I MUST maintain a somewhat pleasant "tone" around this madness...until the laundry's done, lol. FUCKING LAUNDRY!! Hmm, I really DO need to look into how much it is to do at a laundromat...it may finally be worth it. Yes, MANY things need to change...and slowly are. But enough of all this. I really AM in a very good mood. And, actually, as i've been writing this, The Madness has calmed down. And my laundry's in the dryer now! Ahh, was nice to be Down The Shore...kinda...however briefly...