NOW SHOWING!

I woke up yesterday thinking about the campus TV show I hosted in college. I'm endlessly fascinated by what thoughts are in my head when I wake. It got me to thinking about my videotapes of all my Emmy-worthy TV spots. I wanted to see them again for the first time in ages, but I never got around to it yesterday. So tonight I whipped one out...a videotape, that is. And I was startled by the date of my first show...FEB. 7TH, too many years ago! Now WHAT are the chances of that?! Coincidences like that are crazy to me...makes me think there's absolutely some cosmic intuition...which I always HAVE believed. And my TV tapes? Fucking riot. The production values are beyond laughable...but that's not the ANCHOR'S fault. I'm genuinely pretty good, dammit. Gotta separate the production values from the TALENT. And the first episode will always have some kinks. By the end of the season, man, it was a finely oiled machine! Oh, how I miss those days...not college, just the hosting of a TV show. It honestly was EXACTLY what I want to do with my life. Or it was at the time. I GUESS it still would feel the same? Fulfill all the same needs? Impossible to say. I just thank God I have these tapes, though they can be as depressing as they are inspiring, for they're constant reminders of what makes me truly happy...which is MUCH harder to attain off a college campus.